Finally...

Greeting from ivory tower!!!!






so here i am writing another sad n nostalgic blog!!!
Now im no longer in the isolate AMBS!!!
i jz ended my course on 2nd of march...waaaaaaaaa!!!
i was really sad to leave!!!! trust me!!!!
i was neva dis sad leaving sumthing behind!!!!
MAN leaving all the memories...
I miss everyone there!!!!!
saddest part is leaving my frens!!
Frens i neva had in skool!!!
Frens that really understand!!
Frens that dont judge!!
Frens that knoe ur in need!!!
N the best thing is
Frens that love u for who u ARE!!!!!




I neva had That kind of frens back in high skool..
bt there are sum nt all..






MAN I really miss my lecturers

I stop crying wen i was 12 years..
ok i knoe wat ur goin to think neva cried since 12
yada yada
bt now damn sure cried like a gurl didnt cry ok..
i dont knoe maybe i dont hav anything emotional in my life to cry about..
bt wait i remember i cried wen my sis goin back to aussie..
that one im being honest..
i cried like a gurl!!!
man that was the saddest part!!
man letting go sumone u really love like ur own mother!!



bt nway back to my uni story...(always straying away)

i teared for almost everynight till i cudnt teared myself on the last day!!
bt i really happy cause i finally found sumthing to tear back!!
nt stress of exams..u must be joking!!
bt nway
that sumthing is the most precious to my heart!!

MY FRENS!!
MY AMBS FRENS!!
MY PRE DIPS FRENS!!!
MY PEEPS!!!
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!




Being wif them for this past 4 months althou short bt man its seems like forever..
i neva been this sad leaving them..
there is no word in any human languange cud describe how much i miss them...

So I thank GOD i got this course!!


i was able to meet frens that i was dying to hav back in highskool!!
n finally found it..





so i'll end my blog wif pictures of them..















nway thnax for reading..
my nt so cool blog!!
bt wat i wrote in here is the truth not fiction..
i write wat i really feel..
i write wat i want to express..

so for those u made me who i am now..
i thank you from the bottom of my heart!!
for those AMBS Students
my beloved FRENS
i love you guys!!!
thank you for helping me out in my studies!!

tya

Dear blog,

this is my firsttime writing sumthing sad, wat im goin to tell u might make u burst into tears coz i did!!! before i get into the story..this is about a fren of mine...so if u think it doenst concern u...u can click the x icon at the top right corner....click it now!!!
bt if u wondering why am i writing about a fren of mine...is actually to tell her how much she meant to me....here it goes...her name is tengku nortyama bt we call her tya..bt i always mistaken her wif atiah for sum reason...n bsides im really bad wif names!! so nway enough about names...
ok tya she is the best pal i got in a short time!! she is the most humble person
fun to be wif...everytime im wif her we laugh like there is no 2morrow!!! bt all of that is soon to end!!! she is goin away!!!! waaaaaaaaa!!!
she got an offer to study in limkokwing n its fully paid 100% paid by felda!!!
the firstime she got the offer she consulted me whether to take that offer...bt i say rejct it coz being in limkokwing is too social...ok she rejcted it...
bt then 2 months later...she gt a cll about the offer..dis time her parents insisted that she go!!
sp she has to go coz she doesnt want to dissappoint her parents especially her mum...
n i understand...
bt when i heard she was leavin..my heart feels like its about to tear apart..
wen she is here...she was like my shadow..watching my everymove...
she helped me wen my maths papers r everywhere she put it together...she picked up my stuff wen it fell...man!! its so touching to knoe she is leaving...
how can i go to my class without her!!! on the 23 sept we made a farewell party for her frm GTL DMD!!! i burst into tears seeing her leave is like a another pieace of me is leaving!!!
i jz dunno if i can still stay the same when she is nt without her!!!
she is like a fren i know frm the past..

b4 she left i made a poem for to let her knoe she always stay in my heart!!!


Tya you are leaving us!
why are you leaving us?
we are lost without you,
as you are a part of us,
life wont be the same
without you,
as you are off
to your quest,
chasing your dreams
to be a somebody,
dont forget all of us,
as we will never forget you,
you might not be with us
but, you are always with us,
in HEART
we are proud to be
YOUR FRIEND!!!!

b4 i end my blog i put up some photos of her













tya im gonna miss wen u go lkw!!
u take care of urself!!
remember us aite!!!
thanx for everything!!!

Starting all over again

Hello Blogger!!!

ok its long since i've blog..so here we go...what shud i tell u...hurmmm??
oh yes!! my uni the lasttime i told u i went to this uni in dungun!!
bt now we moved to ambs an isolated place...why we moved bcoz we are pre dips
n we have our own special place..so let me tell u abit about the trip...
it was fun...b4 we went to ambs we are given time to go shopping..
not shopping as prada lv or gucci aye..shop for ur grocery...coz thats the only thing they hav there
grocery store...
hurmm so afta shopping we continue our journey to the nowhere...it was an hour drive to ambs..
it was quite tiring n bored in there...bt the scenary outside was beautiful i mean really beautiful
it was full wif greens, farms, jungles.....well i love nature...
in the bus sum of my course got bored since i brought dvd along i put it on..
we watched cruel intention a very sinical movie thrashy n valgour....
finally we arrived at that place..BANDAR AMBS..my new uni...
the first impression when i saw the uni, was like
WAT THE FUCK!!!!!
we had to climb up a hill to get our into out uni...
n wif all the things i brought wif me..such as pillow, bolsters, luggage, laundry basket, n many more..
i had to carry 10 bags all the way up the hill coz the bus cud'nt take us up...as it was too sloppy...
i sweating as if i was bathing( euwww)
wat do u expect i had to run up n down more than 10 times...
when i settled everything its time to explore the place...
so i explore the place...its beautiful actually just the way i like it...surrounded by nature. forest all around...theres even a lake...
2 days afta dat we had our classes so i meet wif all of my clssmate...or coursemate...
i was sad leaving my roomate waaaaaa....
bt i made new frens again....had to start all over again..new roommate n enviroment
so lets see how it goes yeh....
here are sum pictures i took in my uni...

Thats all for now...
any updates i'll blog again!!

Dear blog,

greeting from ivory tower!!! Its been so long since i blog...well i've been buzy!!!!
new enviroment, new state, new uni and new frenz!!! that i need to get use to...so first of all yeah im a university students..i got into my dream uni bt nt the course that i wanted..*sigh*
bt its nt really a course coz its like a probation to get in the course i want..coz i didnt hav good credit for my maths in spm!!! damn i hate maths!!! arghhh!!!
so nway i got in the uni thats the good part rite!!!
ok so like normal uni there has to be an orientation week rite!!!
FUCK!!!! thats the word to describe how sucky was mms a.k.a orientation week!!
man i only had 2 hours of sleep for a week!!!
that fucking mms made me brain dead every single day!!
bt at the end was nt bad as we had to perform sumthing...
n i was the director!!!! man that was an achivement i've been waiting!!!
the play went quite well eventhough we had only 2 days to practice....
i was really proud of myself n also my teamate!!!
during that mms week i made frenz that i cud neva forget!!!!
this r pictures of my very first roomate!!!
they were fucking awesome!!! neva i made fren that fast!!



afta a long day walking around!!!
from left : Fiq, Aan , Me



wearing a batik suit!!


From Left : Aan, Fiq, Me



so eventhough it was sucky at first bt in the end it was worthit!!!!
i made such great frenz!!!!

Is it a sign???

WOW!!
its been ages since i blog eyh0..
well i was buzy lately...goin shopping for my uni stuff n driving licenses
first i was working n now starting uni...
arghh!!! can my life get anymore faster!!
man i need to slowdown abit!!! sigh*
so dats pretty much why i didnt blog for a long time...hurmmm
oh yea...i also didnt hav an interesting story untill i had dis dream....
so yeah its a dream i had...that im about to tell u guys about...
giving ya a head start to walkaway from my blog if u think its gonna bore u to death...

so for those who wud like to knoe wat is dis dream i've been babbling about..
it was 2 days ago...i had dis weird dream u see...
i dreamt dat i was in narnia playing a role as the original character...
u knoe save the creature n shit ya da ya da...war n shit.. yada yada...
ok i knoe its only a dream...n im being loser talking about it...

so in narnia theres aslan rite well same as mine he was there helping me...
bt in mine it was abit weird u see...he said to me, aslan i mean...
that i hav to find dis person another son of adam...so i can obtain immortality or he can gain immortality...
i dont remember anyway..
he said to find this particular person..
i hav to look for these signs on these person...
ok so let me tell u in detail wat aslan looking for...
which...
this guy hav an orange coloured bottle wif him..ok so far so good..
then dis guy is wearing a cross necklace wif him...ok its getting weird already rite...
n the last sign was there will be a shadow in a shaped of a cross bside him...

so that was the signs aslan was looking for...
so i went out of narnia or did i..went looking for dis person..
i found him...
he hanged an orange coloured bottle on his belt..
n get dis the coloured was so bright even if u're blind u wud notice it...
ok yada yada he bares all the sign aslan describe..the weird part is...
that guy was one of my fren...we're quite close...according to aslan..he holds the key for immortality..
after i manage to convince him that he plays an important part in these ritual of immortality...
we went thru dis rock n got back to narnia..
bt wen i came back everything from medieval era like the real narnia...
there were building as in like our kind of building...made from iron,brick wall n all the materila u need to make a building...
man i was shock too!!
so i brought this guy to aslan..
bt then aslan was acting pretty weird theres even creature similar to orcs bitting dis gurl..
i dont knoe wat kind of bite they were doin bt it sure hell was scary!!
so i felt weird..i said to aslan we shud meet another time..
aslan went furious out of sudden..start to rawr n all
i quickly said to the guy run...
aslan chase him to dis tunnel...
bt somehow i dont knoe how they both got traped in there...
n that was the end of my dream...thanx to the bloody alarm clock!!

so that was it my dream...
wat make dis dream so weird is that the signs and my fren..
wats the connection between them...
im still trying to figure it out....
is it a sign for me??
hurm...
till next time ppl..
thanx for reading!!!

My life...

ok...
first of all im new...so as my first blog or blogging watever u call it...
let me share sumthing about myself.....well im Aiman Hafiz b. Jalani
I was born on the 2nd of march 1990...
oh fuck it!! lets skip dis....
nway i never thought i wud one day blog...
bt thanx to a fren of mine i pratically blogging rite now
hurmm...my life is abit complicated...even i cant figure it out....
thats how complicated it is....man!! luckily i found my pet sis, ice and my bestfren, zuzu
if werent for them i'll be in asylum by now...
wow dis is my very first blog n i already sound miserable...sigh*
so back to our story my two fren ice n zuzu helped me alot trying to find out who i was...
even my real family cant find out the crisis im facing...i was basically facing kids life crisis(imagine that)
they had to send me to a psychiatrist cause they thought i was mentally ill...
man.. juz bcoz i talk to myself....play with myself ( its not wat u think it is)
basically im a lone ranger....bt when u come to think of it...
it does sound weird for a kid that age who likes to be alone all the time..
in year 2000 i met my two beloved angel ice n zuzu...
they turned my life around...no thanx to the psych
they thought me alot about life, music, movies and etc...
i can neva began to repay them....


so dis is actually a rough image of my life b4 and afta..
theres a lot more bt lazy to rite la....sigh*
thats about it n i dont knoe wat im typing is rite for a blog
wat the heck who cares this my blog!!
dont like dont read....as simple as dat!!!

lastly..

I LOVE YOU!! ICE N ZUZU!!!
U GURLS WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART!!!
I WILL NEVA FORGET WAT U GUYS DID FOR ME!!!!
THANK YOU!!!

P/S : thanx to bestie tengku indera hafiz for persuading me to join blogspot..

thanx man!!!

Potrait of them

My angels

ICE a.k.a Aisyah

ZUZU a.k.a Azureen

My bestie and Partner In crime!!

Tengku Indera Hafiz A.k.a TIH