Seasons Change

Seasons change

am I rite??

Winter to summer

Spring to autumn

But why do people change ??

Urmm humans they have a way of thinking..

Changes occurs no matter where u go…

Even wind change

From east to west

Even the moon.

from a full moon to crescent

So there is no doubt people don’t change..

If its for the better well go on ahead.

But if its for the worst why go on ??

Sometimes it makes me wonder…

When people change from excellent to depraved person

What are they thinking??

Impressing somebody??

Well I’m not impress….

bt more likely to hate u...

Trying to look superior??

Well I don’t see your throne anywhere??

Trying to be Popular??

Well I don’t see anyone asking for your autograph??

So what is it for??

Changing into something bad

Won’t Take us anywhere ..

Won’t make us any richer…

If it did..

I love to jump on the same boat

or

maybe push u off a cliff and row the boat on my own..

So there be plenty more for me to spend…

But there’s no such thing…

But being bad will achieve something for u..

Being the one others hate

Being the one others disrespect

Being the one others irritate

Being the one others forsake

So u want those??

No human with the right mind

Wants that….right??

Wise person once said to me

“This is your story u are the writer”

This means are in control of ur life..

People talk they have mouth but

Why should u care coz this is ur life not theirs

Its true but if u are changing into an awful person

Dat statement doesn’t apply to u..

U want to change into something different from before..

Go on who stopping u but into an educated better person not the opposite

Becoz if u going into the dreadful path that u so call proud of

at the end of the day u end up back to square one…

u are going nowhere..

seeing changes like that sadden others..

change into an educated person

change into gracious person

when u roam the world others will be there by ur side

instead of being

boorish

bcoz if u fall no one will be there to pick u up…

Don’t make others say we told u so…

If u really want to change urself…

Another wise person once said to me

“ Being urself makes u Somebody”

Wat it means is...

u urself is unique in its way

So u don’t have to be someone else to impress anyone

Or to be superior…

Just by being u makes u special…

How Naïve??

Urmmm wats wif the title u ask urself..

“how naïve”

where is dis goin??

Wat is dis all about??

u ask??

I can’t really tell how is goin to end but I sure know how did it begins…

As u all know or the people who know me knows I’ve been single as long as I can remember….Don’t assume that Im too perfect for anyone or I don’t know how to love but actually I really don’t know how love works…

Love works in our favour..we believe we have met the person we really felt close, felt the chemistry, felt the bond between u two were so tight that nothing cud break those bonds..well I’ve been there..to tell u the truth when they say wif love u can’t break anything….mine did?? It seems the power of love has forsake me… and they say wif love u can fight anything well sometimes love work in a mysterious way… works in our favour but deceit us in the end…I don’t want to a hypocrite saying oh I hate love and bla2 but in the end I adore love..who doesn’t want to love but sometimes love can also be a poison..It’s very lethal…

U ask urself again where is dis aymann goin wif this anti-love story??

Let me answer all ur question now being delaying long enough…like said b4 dis I’ve been single my whole entire life..it’s becoz I haven’t found the right yet….but I thought I found it…at first I didn’t want to believe didn’t want to participate in this love game….i said to myself “not the one” I try to fight it u know keep on denying but who am I fooling…for me to say Im in love is like saying Northpole is very hot..see how stupid it is…but I finally have the courage, the will to say “IM IN LOVE” I finally am!! Guys im in love.. im in LOVE!!! IM in love!!! Yahoooooo!!!!

I met the one it seems love had juz fallen into my lap…that person make me feel alive..that person somehow has stole my heart…I felt the bonds between us was as close as…ARGHHHH I can’t describe …there is juz no word in human tongue or any other tongue can describe the feeling the bond… I was so in love!!!

But suddenly I can’t see the sunlight…black cloud floating…it feels like thunderstorm had juz happened…we juz began to estranged n the funny part is…we didn’t have any fights or misunderstanding or any of that its juz fade…the part that hurt me so badly I’ve trying to reach that person but nothing nada zero…we talk laugh giggle the night before and then the next day puff!! It magically disappear … n everyday I sit and asked myself wat hav I done..what have I done!!!! U juz disappear…I was growing insane trying to figure out wat happened…I felt so stupid…so I thought I juz wait maybe something might turn up…coz things happened when ur least expected…but nothing not a zit…..

I was a fool to fall for it….

I am better of being alone than to be in love!!!

Till now I haven’t quite figure it out….How does love work!!

How Naïve was I...

along wif this i forge a poem...

DISSAPOINTMENT

I was an empty person,

Person without Love,

My life was like a roller coaster,

Going up the loop,

Going down the loop,

There was no Peace,

There was only frantic,

I move from one to another,

Searching for LOVE,

Searching for something worthwhile,

Searching to prove me wrong,

I search and I search,

But they were all the SAME,

On a gloomy day of a lonely night,

Where the stars were not seen,

Where the moon was not seen,

I met YOU!

At that very moment suddenly,

The stars were seen,

The moon was seen,

They even Shine brighter than ever!

I felt nothing Like it,

I felt joy,

I felt love,

I felt something that I didn’t feel for a long-time,

When we talked,

When we smiled,

When we had the awkward silence,

Feels like,

We were perfect for each other,

We were destined for each other,

For the first time In my life,

I felt something REAL!

Something worth holding on,

But it was all Crap,

But it was all Deceit,

But it was all FAKE!

I thought you’d be different,

Different from the Rest,

But in the end,

You end up,

Disappointing me THE MOST,

Thank you,

From the bottom of my heart,

For proving me right,