Few knew about but still kept it a secret for it is not ready to be heard
For it is too painful
For one to even endure it…
However one must learn to face it even if it cud kill
n bleed them dry…
I may not sound sane rite or even make senses but
Maybe insanity is wat keeping me alive n well
Maybe insanity is wat keeping me as me
Maybe insanity is wat people need rite now..
Life has become an utterly complicated…
For people who tell themselves that
They we’re doing not to hurt anyone
Bt from a minor point of view
Caught me in the eye n left a note
All they were doing was hurting someone else
They say putting others feeling before theirs???
Well they were actually putting their feelings before others…
Bt maybe bcoz u’re having a big event for ur future
Maybe I shudnt be lenient at first maybe I shud hav been selfish
Like u
Putting my feelings first
Atleast I’ll make u suffer…
But tht juz isn’t me
I cant harm a fly even if I want it to
Metaphorically saying thou….
I cud hurt a fly..
Hurting wud do me any good or harm..
So well for me there isn’t much fun wud it now…
Bt the amount of pain I have to endure is juz
A valuable lesson for me
With opportunity I wud like to thank you from the bottom of my heart …
Becoz
U have made me stronger
U have made me wiser
U have made me understand
Even though u have shattered dis heart
Even though u have tore dis heart
I will always try to keep ur heart unharm…
I will always try to be there wen u’re in need…
Becoz past is juz another old book…
Becoz doing wat u did to me
Wudnt make me powerful
Wudnt make me stronger
It wud only make me weak
It wud only make me inhumane
Thats the last thing I ever wanted for u
Becoz I still treasure the precious moment
We had…
Becoz the valued moment have overcome
the painful moment after u’ve gone….
So I will always be here waiting for u….
